After listening a tune made recently a friend said “I dream of composing something like this.”
P.S: Sorry, the tune is no more on Dropbox because I just deleted my account: too hard to use and slow to do anything; and I also closed my SoundCloud account (a waste of money)
Well… do you see?
Sometimes a blow (change in your routine) is needed to push you to change…
in a better (and easier) way
When I replied to him “I will explain it later when I find a proper wording” I meant that after 6 years trying to express myself in music, drawing and photography, I realized that I am not a composer, not a musician, not an artist; I am a creative person maybe, but at a tech level, not musical level
Why I say I am not a composer?
Because I don’t know a damn thing about composition, that is not just putting chords or notes properly in series
Why I say I am not a musician?
Because I am unable to play any instrument (virtual or not), that is not just putting MIDIs in a track
Why I say I am not an artist?
Because in many years I was able only to create pale copies of existing music: nothing original
Now, computers & Co. give the illusion that a layperson can become a composer, a musician, an artist, but it’s a cheat
All that, coupled to a lot of technical troubles that killed any fun, drove me to a deadlock
So what doing now?
I am reasoning about, but the solution can be only:
killing this hobby as I did for drawing
making it simpler as I did for photography
I’ll let you know my decision
Claudio
P.S: if I started making music today with my current knowledge of the field, I would happily skip plugins and DAWs altogether: BIAB or Varranger could be my choice, but I remain on Bitwig and a very few plugins at the moment
P.S 2: DropBox sucks at uploading even small files; I have no doubt that it sucks when used as a 1 GB plugin repository